Thursday, June 30, 2011

Now You Want Me

Hello,
Oh its you,
The last time I heard,
From you,
You text me happy birthday with a smiley face,

But you wasn't with me then,
You trying to act like you're my friend,
But you're not,
you're my ex,

What is it you want from me,
Its 12 o'clock,
I'm trying to sleep,

You say,
you've been thinking bout me lately,
And that you realized that maybe,

You made a mistake,
Well what can I say,
You had your chance with me,
But you did not stay,

You said I was the best you ever had,
No man treated you better,
But you thought that you could find better,

But how wrong was you,
What did your last man do,
I heard that he beat on you,
And now you're saying you was a fool,

For leaving me,
'Cause you didn't believe in me,

So you went to where the papers at,
Trying to find a man with stacks,
My poor self didn't fit in your lifestyle,
So you got f***ed by a by a bunch of playaz while,

I,
worked hard,
And persevered,
And now I'm doing well for myself,
If you stayed,
I would've shared my wealth,
But hey,

You couldn't see,
The determination I had in me,
To be the best man I can be,

To protect and provide,
Is my prime directive,
This is a side,
That you neglected,
Now you regret it,
How pathetic,

I hope you understand,
That it was my initial plan,
To forever be your man,

But now it is past tense,
You see,
Being with me made sense,
But you didn't get it,
Until now,

But now is too late,
'Cause I didn't wait,
And I met someone great,
Who appreciates,
The love I give,

The love you had,
You can't get it back,
So that is that,
And you can not be mad,
At me,
Just you,

Because at the time,
I could not wine and dine,
Being a good man wasn't enough,
So you could not be mine,
Fine,

Sorry things didn't work out for you,
I hope you find a man who,
Can treat you like I used to,
But it will be hard to find,

I ain't got an ego,
But I'm 1 in a million though,
I got potential,
Through the ceiling,
I'm sorry if you're feeling,
If I'm rubbing it in,

But my new girl won the lottery with me you see,

So now,
You want me,
Well,
I'm sorry,
You could have,
If only,
You had,
A little faith,
in me,

I made a guarantee,
That you would always be happy,
If you had stayed with me,
But you did not listen to me,
So,

You felt you had to go
No,

My worth you did not know,
Oh,

So the loving that I gave,
The compliments I made,
All the time that I had slaved,
For the dough,

Was for show?

You could not recognize,
That all the sleepless nights,
Everything that I had tried,
It was for,

You have the audacity,
To tell me you're sorry,
And you want another chance,
Knowing I'm someone else's man,
Damn,

You really must be slipping,
Was is it that you're drinking,
To make you think that we can,
Go back,

Do you think you can compare,
To my girl who's laying here,
She was here when you wasn't where,
You should have been,

She supported me,
She actually believed,
That I would achieve,
All the goals I set for me,

She stood by,
When I stared defeat in the eye,
And cried,
She'd lie,
Beside me and say,

That no matter how hard the strain,
I will help you ease the pain,
If we can't make it there by car,
We can always take the train,

And so she
Witnessed me be,
The success that I need,
To protect and provide,
For my family,
Our future family,

'Cause there's no way that I plan to be,
Living my life without her see,
She was the only one who had faith in me,
We have support for each other unquestionably,
It was destiny,
Or it was fate,

Doesn't matter 'cause this feels great,

So,
Before you go,
I'll let you know one thing,
That very soon,
She'll wear a wedding ring,

And I'm hoping that,
Some times that you'll look back,
And see what you could have had,
And it makes you feel real bad,


Your loss,


Bye.

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